It Was Allah's Plan . . .

When I saw you for the first time,

I thought things wont work out between us,

But I forgot that,

It Was Allah's plan,

To send you to me,

To complete my other half,

As I explore my days,

The existence of you in my life,

Shows a reason for you to stay,

As I always finds and excuse to make you stay,

I fell in love with you at the moment,

that moment, I realise it is true love that Im having for you,

I struggle to break the silence we had to express my feelings,

And then it was a start for a beautiful life we're having.

Dedicated for my fiance..

A Poem For You...

Your love for me is like a summer breeze at the end of a hot day.
It makes me smile.

Your love for me is like sweet rain in the midst of a long drought.
Something longed for and cherished.

Your love for me is like the falling of snow in the mountains.
Peaceful and beautiful.

Your love for me is like the ocean waves on the beach.
Strong and passionate.

Your love for me is like the sun by day and the moon by night.
Constant and unending.

Your love for me is like the stars in heaven.

Always there, and always more than I could ever imagine.
Your love for me.

Dedicated for my fiance.

The Sweetest Girl Ever ...

She use to be the sweetest girl ever,

Now she is sour and bitter,

She embrace the lost of her mother,

Cause she dont want to see her sister gloom,

So repect her but her life is filled with doom,

She even write a letter,

And then she runs to her father,

Asking him about her mother,

And he said in our life there will be a new chapter,

But she feel no different after,

She leaves her house to find an answer.

Without knowing she was exposed to danger,

She saw people throwing stone at israel tank,

Filled with sadness her heart sank,

Now she understand 

Her mother dies because of them,

Little pebbles were thrown,

She picks up a stone,

The other run leaving her alone,

They got their hands on trigger,

Life is on the line,

She stomp her feet to ground,

And she is not moving,

Thats the bottom line,

She was thinking to herself,

If this is the end than fine,

At least I can meet the beloved mother of mine.

Niqabis And Their Struggles.

Assalamualaikum niqabis out there.

I was busy on my studies and some other family matters that need my attention. And now Alhamdulillah, I have some free time to wrote something. I am a niqabis since 2011 and Masha Allah, I have complete 3 years being a niqabis consistently.

The main thing that I wanna share today is, the niqabis and the struggles their going through while they are moving another one step forward seeking Allah's pardon. Just move on niqabis out there. Dont ever afraid on human beings and being geting oppressed by them. Whenever we keep niyath to put on a face veil to prevent fitnah, there will be some struggles that we have to face whenever we live among the societies.

Even me had gone through so many struggles and now Masha Allah not to say for proud, now I really feel protected when am going out. Firstly, the fitnah that had fall for me was, I am pregnant "child out of wedlock". Nauzubillah hi min zalik, I was been said so cause Im putting on a black abaya which is really big with a headscarft and my niqob. There were some cases, whereby the child out of wedlock being hidden in abaya and the parents didnt notice them until the child was born.

I was really sad but I never chose to quit the game. And now I did. So for the sisters out there who is looking forward to move another one step forward on seeking Allah's pardon, please dont waste your time, keep niyath that, I wanna be a niqabis to seek Allah's pardon and mercy not human's attention. Let it be LillahiTaala.

Will be continued soon ...